its finaly july 2010....
hmmm
so empty....
hopeless
sick....
lonely.....
forgave n forget.......
still hoping something good will happend soon...
not much....
just for my sake to be happy....
not to think so much about me n my future life of having family.......
its true....
its hard to let go someone the we loved before...
nothing i can do at the moment.....
just try to calm myself...
be patient.....;)