sesuatu yg patut ditolak...ataupon ianya satu kesalahan kerana menolak??

hari sabtu hari tu...

tgh ahti aku masih sakit...

Mr N...tetibe call nk ajak aku keluar pade ahad hari tu...

tapi aku tolak...sebab aku tau aku xperlukan sesiape pon saat ni untuk tambah sakit hati aku...

jadi aku pon menolak...

p/s : AKU MENOLAK SBB AKU RASE TAK MUNGKIN AKU AKAN JATUH CINTA LG....

       KALAU IANYA TERJADI....AKU HANYA PAKSA DIE AKU UNTUK CKP AKU CINTA ORG    

         TU....BKN DTG DR HATI AKU LG....SBB HATI AKU DA MATI....

tears drops again...

Ya...it keep drowing...

till my eyes cannot see...

for now...my tears is my best fren...

no one can beat it..

inside my heart i fell like i want to die...

but...

in my head it like im new...

its not the way that i should be....

dammm....

its hurts me...

damm u make me fall n choose...then u left me with a big scar...

that shit!!!

oh....u are too strong...

i will beat u some day...

cause my pain will not recover till i die...

i;ll wait for the right to kill u...not to see u suffer....