i'm sorry the way i let u go may make u regret why u should keep your promise....
i'm also regret why should we end up like this....
u are the one who always tell me the truth....
n see me through my bad...my sadness....and my passion...
u can see what i should be n what kind of high that i can reach....
the most important thing was u can see me even when i in the lower ground...
i'm sad when i feel like i had someone to turn to...he has to left me n ask me to wait for him to came back....
i do want to wait cause my heart is too strong for him......
but....the mistake that i should'nt be regret i have to ask him just to left me....
n i lied to myself that i can't wait for him more.....
the truth is....he never make me sad when he was around....he complete me as what he was....
not being someone else that i should proud of...
he make me proud of his way....hiself....
i hope he forgive me....the way i make him sad....
i dont know to who that i should share this....
he keep turn into my dreams everyday.....
then when i wake up i cried.....in my dream like he still wait for me....n ask for me to wait for more
but how i want to wait???
p/s : i cried cause i make u sad...
i cried cause i let go someone that never make me cried cause he do mistake.....
i cried so i remember how he keep me safe went i with him....
dear allah...only u know who the best man for me....
i cried cause i cannot manage to go through your test very well.....
i give up too early.....seriously please dear allah....
give him a chance to get someone who could appriciate him the way he should be.....
i can give him my pray....not myself n my love anymore....
i'm the worst person for him....
