speechlees....

how should i say then???
if that you're want to be.......
i'm trying so hard to be as what u want....
but i think i never be the best....

i'm happy if it will be the good things for your life....

past in present......

ble kehidupan lalu masih berade dlm hidup sekarang apakah yg sepatutnye terjadi???
ble kehidupan lalu menjadi titik mula untuk semue kelakuaan aku ketika ni apa akan jd lg???
ble kehidupan lalu aku anggap yg terbaik utk hidup aku,apa makne semue yg terjadi sekarang???
ble kehidupan lalu terlalu susah.....dan ape pula makne semue kesenangan sekarang???
ble kehidupan lalu indah dgn cinta drnye,....ape pula makne cinta skarang tanpe die???
ble kehidupan lalu menjadi sejarah hitam....mampukah kehidupan sekarang menjadi yg terbaik???

p/s : seriusly i'm lost....when someone talk and said something bout u that i never knew what exectly what it should be look like.....im lost....i like want directly say it loudly to u so that i will never ask myself again why should i wait for u.....dear.....i know that is something that still not clear between us.....i just want to know the truth dear.....i feel like some kind of dumbness inside myself when someone say bad bout u,then i dont know what to answer because i dont know what to say......plz dear.......its hard to be me,when u far from me....