Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Bout love n life

The story of life

It still in my head...
Everything from the first thing i noticed that im in that situasion,
Then went i know the truth i cry cause i know someone will be leaving me at that time.
But when he saw me cry,he never said that he will leave me,but he just said thanks,because made him be a father,he keep smile n smile cause he will have a son or daughter soon,he just want me to feel the same way as he feel,but i cant,cause i know i had to let this baby go,went i ask whether i should keep or just let it go,he the one who convince me not to let the baby go,cause it just the way to make me stay with him forever..cause he know that time im the who not really with him,there's so many doubt about him,but he want me to believe he will stay with me through good n bad forever,even he show me how happy he was at that time,never thought that our family will be angry or will kill us,he said the baby was his baby,so he will look after me forever with the baby,but,i just made a mistake,i have to let the baby go,because im not beliving in him,then soon after that he leave me..then i know that he already had someone else that is his wife,he not make me regrat but he make me think why he ask me to kept the baby at that time.i know he love me so much because he want to have a reason to live his life with me.i really dont know that,in that time.when i realize he make me love him went he already not mine.he not the best thing in my life.but he make me feel diffrent in every single second went i have him with him.he have nothing.but he prove to me that he was something else that no other man had.

P/s : well this is the real story of someone,i put in here to share that love never lied to us.hear the love from your heart n show your love from your heart.love is not what you think but love is only that you really feel deep iside your heart.n never let this story happend to you.open your heart to see your love.dont ever let u feel that u really love him went he is not yours anymore,dont ever let someone else took him from you