my thought....

i thought i just wanna give up for hoping u to come back for me....
but i still hear u in other side ask me to keep pray for u n still keep hoping for u.......
i dont know why.....
i just follow that instinct.....
to just be patient for u to come back....
i dont know why.....
why i should keep hoping for u.....
i dont know why....
why i still pray for u....
why i still remember your voice.....
why i still remember what u ask me to do when u are not around.....
what do told me in everytime we meet....
i still remember it.....
i cant forget everything....
even it just a small things....
i have a big hope for to come back for me as soon as possible.....
but my heart says that i should have wait for u for longer time from now.....

p/s : ya allah.....dalam kesedihan dan dugaan yg engkau berikan....
       aku berterima kasih kerana engkau memberikan aku peluang utk melihat kesakitan....
       bukan merase kesakitan itu......
       engkau tahu ya allah.....
       sesungguhnye......kesakitan pade aku ade lah apabila aku hilang harapan
       dan aku hilang org yg aku syg.....
       jd aku mohon......pulangkan lah die kembali pade ku dgn segera.....
       semoge hilang semue rase salah sangka dan risau dlm hatiku ini......
       berilah aku kekuatan.....utk terus menanti.....sekiranye ini yg terbaik buatku....
       jika tidak ya allah....lenyapkan semue ingatan ku terhadapnye.....
       ini sj yg mampu aku buat......berdoa utk nye dan utk kami.....
       jgn engkau duga aku seperti mane kau uji aku dgn yg terdahulu....
       yg meninggalkan aku tanpe sepatah kate benci dr mulutnye.....
       aku mahu kepastian yg nyata....
       permudahkan la jalan pertemuaan kami....amin.... ;"( {hari kesepuluh}