coming back from holiday

semue masalah da xde
pale da fresh...
so da blh start pk mase dpn yg lebih bgs....


ari ni masuk je opis....
keje utk aku da mcm sebln aku xmasuk opis...
tu br aku cuti 3hari....
kalau aku cuti seminggu agaknye....cmne la ek....hmmmmmm

aku sentiase doa...
aku diberi petunjuk n dibukakan pintu rezeki seluas2nye....
utk aku.....amin...
supaye aku blh ubah idop aku....

ps:cant wait for the next holiday.....
    having my yayang all the way ;)

getting to know his parents???

hmmmm....
bunyinye cm serius je kan....
hmmmm....
die still xckp pape pasal aku dan die......
then???how???

for the first time dlm idup aku....
parents lelaki yg exited nk kenal aku,sbb aku kawan ngan anak lelaki mereka....
hmmmm....
dgn mesranye.....si bapanye....mengelarkan dirinya 'ABAH'.....
dan dgn tanpe mengenali aku siapa di hati anak mereka si ibu ....menggelarkan dirinya 'MAMA'

malu tapi dlm ati aku....sayu....
ade ke org mampu buat aku rase sayang lg???
ade ke ibu bapa lelaki itu jugak blh terime aku seadanye aku....
mampu ke aku nk laluinye skali lg....

ikhlas ke hati aku lg....
n terime org baru???

PS : sesungguh nye....sy sendiri xtau ade ape dlm hati saye.......
       sy xnk berharap....n xjugak sy minx awk bg harapan...
       sy ade bnyk bende nk kene btlkan....
       diri sy....hati sy.....kemahuan sy....
       awk.......
       sy xtau ape sy tuk dr sy sndr....
       kalau awk tanye....
       ape awk tu dr sy.....
       sy maseh lg xde jawapannye....

he said..

almost a week...
a week ago he said....
he will never come back...
in my heart....im crying....
because i think i still need him....
but it fine if he go...n never come back....
ill sure ill be fine....
n ill be good
as good if i still have him....

PS:- IF U STILL KEEP READ MY BLOG...
        I JUST WANT U TO KNOW...
        MY LOVE NEVER CHANGE....
        BUT MY I'VE NO FEELING FOR U AT ALL
        ITS GOOD FOR U TO GO N NEVER COME BACK....
        SO I CAN OPEN MY HEART TO ANYONE ELSE.....