just love my ultraman....

seriusly it make me smile...
n we manage to make our relationship work...even better then before...
now i'm not just his gf...future fiance...future wife...future mother for his children
future mother in law for our son n daugther in law...n future grandmother :)
but now i'm having 1 plus point...now i'm be his predator n he be my ultraman...
i keep smiling in my face when i remember what he said about predator n ultraman...
i seem weird but it truly make our relationship works...:)

p/s : hope when i turn to be predator...he will come to me be the ultraman to save our earth from being destroy from the mad predator like me...

i just love my ultraman so much....

penenang buat aku....

lain org lain yg mereka ibaratkan tuk diri mereka sendiri...
pelik dan uniknye cinta kami....
aku di ibaratkan RAKSAKSA untuk die.....
dan aku pula menganggap die sbg ULTRAMAN yg akan menyelamatkan bumi...
maksudnye ULTRAMAN yg akan menyelamatkan hubunagan kami
dpd hancur akibat RAKSAKSA yg tgh marah....

p/s : hahahah semue org menginspirasikan spiderman ataupun superman sbg hero...
       tapi aku tetap menganggap ULTRAMAN jugak yg hebat.....
      
I WILL ALWAYS PRAY THAT WE ARE STRONG TOGETHER...FOREVER...
I LOVE U MORE AZMIL....MISSED U EVERY SECOND....

break free myself again

somebody make me to be harsh to him....
went i turn like that he want me to so 'sopan' again....
i've learned what u thought me to be....
so it's my bad cause i absorb the bad things from u....
not to worried....i'm not yours....
allah made u for someone else not me....

i;m just stupid girl that fall in love with u...n let u enter my life....

AZMIL

Bisakah ku tanpamu

Bilakah ku tanpamu

Hatiku mulai rapuh, hatiku mulai sedih

Bisakah ku tanpamu

Relakah ku tanpamu

Relakah ku tanpamu

Kan ku doakan kamu

Menyempurnakan aku

P/S : MUNGKIN XKAN ADE LG....TP MMG KAU PERNAH SEMPURNAKAN AKU....
        MOGA ALLAH DGR LG DOA AKU KALI NI....SUPAYA AKU JUGAK BLH   
         SEMPURNAKAN HIDUP KAU...

masa...

jika masa masih ade...aku mahu aku diatas dan sentiase diatas....
jika masa telah pergi aku mahu semua yg telah berlalu itu pergi tanpa perlu aku terkenang lg....
jika masa masih ade mahu aku laungkan isi hati aku.....
jika masa telah berlalu ingin aku lemparkan sahaja semue kenangan itu supaya tidak menjadi beban....

p/s : tapi masa untuk aku telah berlalu....
       jd aku kene mulakan semuenye sekali.....
       bermula dgn menganal dr sendiri.....

i'm alone and it's hurts.....

may...

kenal kau bkn 1 kesilapan tuk aku....
jumpa kau juga bkn 1 kesilapan tuk aku....
dapat merasai kasih sayang kau jugak ibarat 1 hadiah untuk aku....

mungkin terlalu banyak kesilapan yg telah aku lakukan tanpa aku sedar dan sedar ku.....
hanya maaf dapat ku pohon.....hanye doa dapat aku kirimkn agar kau maafkn aku....
aku mungkin hanye terlalu mencintai kau....hingga aku takot kau meninggal aku....
sehinggakan aku yg minx kau pergi kerana ketakotan utk rase bagaimana rasenye ditinggalkan.....
dpd meninggalkn.....
hanye dpt aku katekn kau terbaik dgn cara kau.....tp aku terburuk untuk kau dgn cara aku.....

i'm left over someone who alwyas keep his promises

i'm sorry the way i let u go may make u regret why u should keep your promise....
i'm also regret why should we end up like this....
u are the one who always tell me the truth....
n see me through my bad...my sadness....and my passion...
u can see what i should be n what kind of high that i can reach....
the most important thing was u can see me even when i in the lower ground...
i'm sad when i feel like i had someone to turn to...he has to left me n ask me to wait for him to came back....
i do want to wait cause my heart is too strong for him......
but....the mistake that i should'nt be regret i have to ask him just to left me....
n i lied to myself that i can't wait for him more.....
the truth is....he never make me sad when he was around....he complete me as what he was....
not being someone else that i should proud of...
he make me proud of his way....hiself....
i hope he forgive me....the way i make him sad....
i dont know to who that i should share this....
he keep turn into my dreams everyday.....
then when i wake up i cried.....in my dream like he still wait for me....n ask for me to wait for more
but how i want to wait???

p/s : i cried cause i make u sad...
       i cried cause i let go someone that never make me cried cause he do mistake.....
       i cried so i remember how he keep me safe went i with him....
    
dear allah...only u know who the best man for me....
i cried cause i cannot manage to go through your test very well.....
i give up too early.....seriously please dear allah....
give him a chance to get someone who could appriciate him the way he should be.....
i can give him my pray....not myself n my love anymore....
i'm the worst person for him....

being physio...

like my dream came true....
finally a got my own patient who can really make move to being in my profession again....
i got a first patient who suffer from brain heamorage....
so i've seen this patient two times...
enough of observation i had for him...
so pak cik....
i will make sure u can get up from that bed...n walk again like normal...
i will trained u well pak cik.... :)

P/S : ya allah terime kasih atas rezeki yg kau beri padeku...
        sembuhkanlah penyakit pak cik ni....amin..... :)

if u want to end it...just say it loudly...i cannot hear u dear...

just say it loudly.....
just for me to hear it clearly
that i'm been dumb by someone 
that i'm trying to love him in the beginning..... 
but when i do fall in love with him just the way he are....
i feel like i already been left....
just wanna to thank for a big tears in my eyes.....

uniknye cinta 5...

pelik xpelik...
gaduh xgaduh..
syg xsyg....
benci xbenci....
kami da menjangkau usia 2 bln.....
n the sweet things is...
he with me on the eve of our second month aniversery...
walaupon....hanye berbekalkan...kate2....
yg die bisikan....hanye....
xkire ape jua berlaku....
YANG PENTING KEKAL....


P/s : i will love u n miss u more b....